Yesterday

It’s my brother’s wedding,
and I thought it was cute…
While I was watching them exchanging vows,
I was like a child dreaming…
It’s like I was sitting on a jet plane, flying,
While everyone else’s focusing on the civil wedding…

Seriously, I’m starting to worry,
coz I still imagine when i find myself marrying…
i don't want if Marrying just become a fairy tale,

I call for reality to bite me…
It always hurt, but I’m glad im not insane…
All I want is to love again and to feel loved… :)

Apa bedanya nda tau sama nda peka?

si S: Menurut K, orang nda peka sama orang nda tau, beda ngga?
si K: hmm.. karena ga peka, jadi ga tau... sedikit beda tapi hasil akhirnya bisa sama.. hehehe
kalo ga tau, bisa gara2 banyak alesan, salah satu-nya, ya ga peka
si S : tapi karena nda tau, nda bisa semata mata disebabkan nda peka kan?
si K: yeap, bisa aja.... hmmm.... emang ga mau tau
si S: bukan ga mau tau, tapi nda tau...
si K: ato emang sangking bego-nya jadi ga tau
si S: wadow...
si K: hehehe, kenapa, S?
si S: misal K sakit
si K: trus?
si S: terus S tuh nda tau kalo K tuh sakit. K nda nunjukin ekspresi sakit.
si K: ahahaha, kenapa? dibilangin ga peka, S? hahaha, kalo menurut gw sih itu lebih ke 'cuek'
bukan cuek ga peduli tapi cuek ... gimana ya...
gini deh.... ini kata dede K (cowok)
cowok emang bawaannya pengennya straight-forward, kalo kata dia sih gini, "Cewek tuh
musingin, kalo lagi sakit and mau ditemenin, kenapa ga ngomong aja, 'gw sakit'."
nah, gw sendiri, setuju aja, wkwkwkwk, tapi masalahnya...., banyak c**** yg .. gimana, ya....
bawaan c**** tuh emang pengen diperhatiin
jadi benernya bukan masalah S tau ato ga tau kalo K sakit, tapi... mungkin, 'Kok S ngeliat
'gw' pulang, ga nanya lebih lagi.", pasti ada apa-apa dong... c**** pengennya ditanya, dikasih
perhatian gituuu... kayanya gitu deh...wkwkwkwk
gw sendiri org-nya ga terlalu ambil masalah, jadi ga gitu ngerti, tapi rata2 gitu lah, S
apalagi kalo tipe... err..... mrs. D, ya...dia pengennya S gitu...
nge-cek ampir tiap malem gitu lah, nanya kabar etc.
si S :apalagi kalo udah cape.........ngantuk... trus hoaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmzzz
si K: kalo cape, jenguk bentar, ya susah juga sih... ngantuk? gubrag wkwkwkwk ya gitulah S, yang penting "pinter dikit". ada beberapa c*w*k emang jago kalo masalah gini..
si S:nasehat yang sempurna..thx S...

Too bad to be forgotten..

just put this blog to say apologize for someone..
hope i wouldn't forget again.... try to remember and more or less... not forget...
i have no OPINION to explain why did i forget?
just..OMG.. i did it again..... that's according to me

Am I A Brainiac?

You're a Part Time Brainiac

No doubt about it, you have the potential for big brain power. But potential doesn't get you to genius. It's going to take some work. Like most smart people, you enjoy a good intellectual challenge every now and then. But you do tend to shy away from anything difficult, frustrating, or complex. Push yourself to think, learn, and explore more... even when it feels bad. You have the capacity to solve amazingly difficult problems. You just need to let yourself do it.